my heart...your hand i'll sleep tonight when your okay

February 20th, 2005

i can't dance :D
POSTED AT 12:12 AM

Rufio - One Slow Dance

You’re standing there alone
And so am i
But I want you here
By my side
Your smile at me
Is everything
The staring game
That song of love.

I look you in the eyes
I try to read you thoughts
I ask you to go with me
To a far off place.
Oh.

I look you in the eyes
I try to read you thoughts
I ask you to go with me
To a far off place.

You and me dancing the night away
You can feel my heart beating so hard.
We look eye to eye
And I’m swept away.
On a moonlit walk on the beach
Watching the sunrise for the first time
I’m in a trance
From that one slowdance.

You’re standing there alone
And so am i
But I want you there
By my side
Your smile at me
Is everything
The staring game
That song of love.

I look you in the eyes
I try to read your thoughts
I ask you to go with me
To a far off place.
Oh.

I look you in the eyes
I try to read your thoughts
I ask you to go with me
To a far off place.

You and me dancing the night away
You can feel my heart beating so hard.
We look eye to eye
And I’m swept away.
On a moonlit walk on the beach
Watching the sunrise for the first time
I’m in a trance
From that one slowdance.

We don’t have to talk,
We don’t have to laugh at all
I just want you here with me

We don’t have to talk,
We don’t have to laugh at all
I just want to be
You and me

You and me dancing the night away
You can feel my hearting beating so hard
We look eye to eye
And I’m swept away.
On a moonlit walk on the beach
Watching the sunrise for the first time
I’m in a trance
From that one slowdance



Listening to: rufio- one slow dance
Feeling: awake


January 31st, 2005

happy birthday indeed!!
POSTED AT 02:30 PM

Last January 29, we went to shabu shabu in Shangrilla for my bday dinner! We invited my mom's side of the family(dont know when i'll celebrate w/ dad's side yet) anyway, tito agi gave me body spray from Human(which i will be using from now on:D) while tito chris and my grandpa gave me...well, let's leave that for later. the food was great! you get to cook your own food in those boiling water uh...pots and their sauce was just...ummm...what's the word...superb! yeah! i cooked lotsa beef and nooodles and ordered some garlic rice and ate some TOFU!(protein...pampatangkad) and after that we had coffee in starbucks and watched a live band doing remakes of old songs(the kind our parents like)................................
...............................................................................................................................OKAY...well, lotsa middle aged people were dancing and i just fell back on my chair with the rest of the family. after a while, we all decided to go home and i was REALLY happy cause of tito chris' gift




what was the gift? well,

1. Its Big
2. They set it up in my room
3. Im using it right now.........figure out what it is yet?




January 31st, 2005

oh ano, love person daw ako!
POSTED AT 05:02 AM


In your eyes, people see love... You're constantly around people who love and adore you, or you're the one spreading the love! You put passion into everything you do and the results end up great! You love to hang out with your friends, go to the mall, and just have a good time in general. Your sanctuary would just be being able to be around other people. You would rarely be found by yourself because you're a very sociable person and enjoy all the company you can get. However, despite the amound of love you have to give to others, it can also be your downfall. Sometimes you're just a tad over protective over the things/people you love. But hey! Who can blame you for marking your territory? Your lover is extremely lucky to have you because many others are probably dieing to be with you, yet alone get a chance to talk to you ^-^ Continue spreading the love and be loved


December 22nd, 2004

D A Y T W O
POSTED AT 09:48 AM

ehem, day two. after hanging out at gasti(its this bar and grill place with billiards tables and fast internet) we headed to the retreat house on jonteng's scooter(two by two) me and nino were the first pair. so we arrived just in time:D patrick and everyone else arrived later on a little late(thank god mr. ruga didnt get mad). there was the usual retreat activities like sharing what inspires youm your greatest problem or pain and some bible reflection stuff...anyway, we did this "feedback" activity where you talk to each one of your classmates one on one about each other's negative and positive points. ehem, here's a summary of what the people said about me ^_^

POSITIVE
Marie: "mabait ka, as in sobra!" well, i AM quite the litte angel ^_^
Miguel: "totoo kang kaibigan! lagi kang nanjan para sakin" yup!im a true friend Kiel: "magaling magpatawa" hohohohoho....:D
Cyrene: "100% definitely, matalino ka!" yes,yes of course...
Dionne,Arriane,Kendy,Beth and yung dalawang bakla(shivers...)
"cute" --->no surprise here!
Everyone said: "magaling mag-english!" --->this is what i do best!
The other people basicly said the same things so i wont put them all here

NEGATIVE
ehem, well...everyone said the same thing

"AYUSIN MO GAMIT MO!!! ANG GULO NG GAMIT MO!!!!" ehehe...well, nobody's perfect?

anyway after that we went to sleep at about 12 o clock my roomates were the following

Kiel--> really cool guy that im always with. lotsa people like him but he got dumped by a girl that thought he was "mayabang" and he gave up on love(sayang goodlooks nito!)

Miguel--> other cool guy me and kiel hangout with. he's into music.

Nino--> a really smart and cool guy i me and kiel also hang out with. the chicks dig him for some reason

Patrick--> badboy to! pero he's nice to me.he invited me to the batch party pero hindi ako pinayagan... =(

and...yung dalawang bakla(shivers again)

at about four o clock we all woke up...why? the two faggets were apparently having a sing along....we tried everything to make them stop! threw shoes, swear words, insults....they just...wouldnt stop...they were singing stuff by nina and regine velasquez...anyway, the morning started with breakfast and coffee. after that, confession, a mass and a sharing activity of your greatest problem and how you solved it.and with that, the retreat was over. we still had school the nextday. but it was the LAST day of school.ergo, the christmas party. i got a hundred pesos as an excahnge gift...well, i guess that's cool:D and now, im in shangrilla watching my baby cousins play videogames while i type this. *stands and checks on baby cousins*....okay, they're having fun and they're perfectly safe. i wish you all a merry christmas and lotsa gifts! :D


December 15th, 2004

D A Y O N E
POSTED AT 02:41 AM

well, today's the first day of our 2 day retreat..., its 10:25 right now and im in iconics with Bryan and Norvin. oh wait....Norvin just left with Jonteng....anyway, we've been in "bayan" since 7:30. the actual retreat is at 2 oclock(ang aga namin no?) kita daw sa bayan eh...hangout daw. anyway, i went to school to meet up with miguel so we can go to bayan together. We ran into bryan and he offered us a free ride(yayy! tipid ^_^) when we finally got to mcdo, jonteng and norvin werent there yet so we sat down and i bought a mcflurry(owwww....my stomach....never buy a mcflurry in the morning). Later, Marie and Kimmy came to hangout. after a few minutes, Arianne arrived and bought 2 pancakes. she gave me and Bryan the other one...hidni raw nya mauubos eh(yayy! free eats ^_^) we hung around mcdonalds until about 8:15 when the internet cafe was finally open. so me, norvin and bryan decided to go athere to kill some time. miguel went with marie and the others to Lasalle cause of some strange reason. (i think they wanted to meet with the other sectons of our batch during recess time kasi sila MAY PASOK!!! MUAHAHAHA!! KAMI RETREAT LANG! ). the girls and miguel left their bags here in iconics and asked us to watch over 'em (grrrR! we're not a baggage counter!!!!) a little later, jonteng finally arrives and plays for a little while but leaves and takes norvin with him to Lasalle...para manggulo siguro(why is everyone going to school when they dont have to?)...hahahaha. we're leaving for the retreat house when the girls, miguel, jonteng nad norvin come back...but if they dont, im raiding their snacks!!!!(that's what you get for treatin' us like some BAGGAGE COUNTER!!! MUHAHAHAH!!!!) oh yeah, i wonder where kiel and nino are...they said they were coming to hang out too...
Listening to: sunday moring by maroon 5!
Feeling: kinda happy...i guess...


November 16th, 2004

....................................till the end of time
POSTED AT 09:27 AM

Cliff: So this is Peterny.

Fayt: This town has a totally different feel to it from Arias.

Nel: Yes, that's because this town is closer to the sacred royal city
of Aquios. Plus it borders on the Republic of Sanmite, and is therefore
a center of commerce.

Cliff: Makes sense. No wonder it's so lively.

Nel: I have to attend to some business. You can do what you will until
I get back. We'll meet… We'll meet in the central plaza. Go to the
plaza when you're ready.

Fayt: Okay.

Cliff: Got it.

Fayt enters the central plaza.

Fayt: This must be the central plaza where we're supposed to meet. Hmm,
what should I do now? I think I'll relax while waiting for the others.
I've been pretty tired lately.

A little later…

Fayt: I feel a bit tired…and thirsty, too. Weapon development… I
understand how everyone feels, but… Uhh, what should I do?

After a long pause, a woman holding a basket of flowers appeared at the
scene.

Young Girl's Voice: Are you okay? Are you feeling ill?

Fayt: Huh? Er, no, I'm fine! I'm just a little tired from walking
around too much.

Young Girl: 'Really? Then you're right to rest.

Fayt carefully takes a look at the young girl's face.

Fayt: Sophia? What are you doing here!?

Young Girl: Huh?

Fayt remains silent for a bit.

Fayt: Uh…

Young Girl: Umm… I'm really sorry, but I think you have me confused
with someone else. My name is Ameena.

The young girl will be known as Ameena from this point on.

Fayt: Ameena?

Ameena: That's right?

Fayt: I'm so sorry! You look just like a girl I know. For a moment I
thought…

Ameena: Oh, I see! Sorry if I seemed a bit startled when you shouted
like that.

Ameena sit on the stairs.

Fayt: Sorry about that.

Ameena: That's all right. Don't worry about it. Um, well…

Fayt: Uhh, my name's Fayt. Fayt Leingod. Nice to meet you.

Ameena: Fayt Leingod?

Fayt: That's right.

Ameena: I'm pleased to meet you. My name is Ameena Leffeld.

Fayt: Nice to meet you, Miss Leffeld.

Ameena: You can call me Ameena. That's what everyone calls me around
here.

Fayt: Okay, Ameena. And you can call me Fayt.

Ameena: Ah… Okay… Thank you Mr. Lein… I mean Fayt.

Fayt: (She sure reminds me of Sophia… And her voice is exactly the
same.)

Ameena: Please, don't look at me like that. You're making me blush.

Fayt: Oh! I'm sorry. But you really look just like her.

Ameena: Really? Who is she?

Fayt: She's…an old friend of mine.

Ameena: Where is she now? Has she gone shopping?

Fayt: No… She's very far from here now. That's why I was so surprised
to see you. There's no way she'd be here…

Ameena: I see… (cough)

Fayt: (Hmm?)

Ameena: I used to have a good friend like that. He'd be just about your
age.

Fayt: Used to?

Ameena: Yes, I haven't seen him for many years. I was born in this
city, but I used to live in Airyglyph for a while…

Fayt: Airyglyph…

Ameena: We had been exchanging letters, but that was no longer possible
after the war started… I don't even know where he is now. His last
letter mentioned something about becoming a researcher.

There was a brief pause.

Fayt: Is that so…

Ameena: But I have faith that I will see him again someday.

Fayt: I'm sure you will.

Ameena: Yes, thank you. (cough) (cough) (cough)

Fayt: Do you have a cold? You've been coughing since you sat down…

Ameena: I'm fine. Yes—it's just a little cold. It's…nothing.

Fayt: Oh, I see. Okay. (looking at the flowers) What's that basket of
flowers?

Ameena: This? I grow flowers and sell them in this town. It's my job!

Fayt: You sell flowers?

Ameena: That's right. I live alone, and that's about all I can do… I
grow them in my garden, or I find herbs in the hills to sell.

Fayt: You live alone? What about your parents?

Ameena: They died in this war.

Fayt: I'm sorry. I shouldn't have asked.

Ameena: It's okay. I've gotten used to it. And, the lady who lives next
door takes really good care of me…

Fayt: I'm really sorry…

Ameena: Please don't worry about it. So Fayt, are you here on a
pilgrimage? You don't look like you're from around here.

Fayt: Um, yeah, well, it's not exactly a pilgrimage. I'm on my way to
Aquios.

Ameena: By yourself?

Fayt: No, there are two others traveling with me.

Ameena: Really? Oh! Wait—

Ameena takes out an item from her basket.

Ameena: Here, take this.

Fayt: Are you sure? You sell these, right? I can pay…

Ameena: No, that's not for sale. It's my own, personal good luck charm.

Fayt: A good luck charm?

Ameena: Yes, it's been a local tradition for generations. It's called
the 'Maiden of Irisa.' It's a flower that represents Irisa, the goddess
of the moon and the wind. They say that if you carry this flower, Irisa
will use her powers to keep you safe during your journeys.

Fayt: Wow… That's amazing.

Ameena: I carried it with me when I came back home from Airyglyph.

Fayt: I can't take something so precious from you!

Ameena: Don't worry. I don't need it anymore.

Ameena gave Fayt the Maiden of Irisa.

Fayt: Thank you, Ameena. I'll take very good care of it.

Ameena: Please do.

Fayt: Hehehe.

Ameena: Hehehe.

Cliff: Hey, whatcha up to?

Fayt: Oh, it's you two!

Cliff and Nel appeared at the scene.

Cliff: Hitting on the ladies?

Fayt: N-no! Ah, umm… She just looked like someone I know. And, well…

Cliff: Come on, you can come up with a smoother line than that! I'll
teach you a few for next time.

Fayt: (getting mad) I told you I'm not hitting on her!

Cliff: Hey, hey, simmer down! Can't you take a joke? Look, if you don't
wanna get teased a little, then don't play lovey-dovey while you wait
around for us, got it?

Fayt: Who's playing lovey-dovey!?

Nel: Anyway…

Fayt: What?

Nel: Aren't you going to introduce her?

Fayt: Oh, yes. This is Ameena. She sells flowers in this town.

Ameena: Hi, I-I'm Ameena.

Fayt: Ameena, these two are the people I'm traveling with: Cliff, and
Nel.

Cliff: Ameena, what a nice name. Nice to meet you. I'm Cliff Fittir.
Guess you could say I'm this kid's bodyguard.

Nel: Nel Zelpher.

Ameena: Nice to meet you.

Nel: (looking at the Maiden of Irisa) That's a rare flower you're
holding. Where did you get that?

Fayt: Oh, this? Ameena gave it to me.

Cliff: Huh? A rare flower?

Nel: It's the Maiden of Irisa. The current war has pretty much
devastated the lands where it grows, so it's hard flower to find these
days. In the stories of Apris, it represents the goddess Irisa. These
days it's used as a good luck charm for travellers. It's much the same
as Palmira's Wishing Charm, or Wreath of Erinia, which we use to pray
for victory in battle.

Cliff: Wow… That's pretty amazing. You sure you want to give him
something so valuable?

Ameena: Yes, I don't need it anymore. I'm sorry, but I need to get back
to work…

Fayt: Oh…

Ameena: Please excuse me. It was fun talking to you. Have a safe
journey to Aquios.

Fayt: Thanks, Ameena, these are tough times… Take care of yourself!

Ameena: Thank you.

Fayt: I'm sure you'll meet your friend again. I believe it.

Ameena: May the grace of Apris be with you! Goodbye, then…

While walking away, Ameena coughed several times.

Cliff: Hey, is she sick or something? She sure was coughing a lot.

Fayt: Uh, yeah. She said she had a cold.

Cliff: Right…

Nel: All right you two, let's not talk out here. Let's get to the inn.

Fayt: Good idea.


October 28th, 2004

TO ANYONE THAT CARES
POSTED AT 09:24 AM

yes, contrary to popular belief, i AM still alive. but the pc at home aint. its dead and i dunno when dad's gonna get a new one(he says he's gonna) so it may take sometime until i go online again...hah...well, i guess thats it (btw, im at an internet cafe right now w/c is why i was able to type this).........................haahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh i miss YM.....


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